The last few weeks, I have pushed myself to finalize most of the things to do regarding work and now am finally on maternity leave. It’s getting real as now, my agenda is all about me and getting ready to meet this little princess and…
“…When the day of ‘mothers day’ comes to an end, you are still a mother, and you are still a child. Belonging with all your heart to your mother, or your child that is no longer seen by others and missed endlessly by you.…
The last 4 weeks leading up to this week have been emotionally hard on me. One being, I just passed a huge milestone for the baby am carrying ~24 weeks. Olivia was born last August at 23.2 weeks and didn’t make it. All what…
My conversation with KC; I decided to step out of my own grief bubble and listen to the hearts of other grieving or waiting mamas who have reached out to me and I to them. I invite you all to be encouraged through the…
Today marks exactly 6 months since I gave birth to my angel and she went to be with our Heavenly Father. Two weeks ago, I met I-J’s former class teacher who had not known about Olivia. In our conversation about the usual daily life…
Am not sure which translation I like best: “God’s plan is to make known his secret to his people, this rich and glorious secret which he has for all peoples. And the secret is that Christ is in you, which means that you will…
Hello Love, This is a love letter to you, my Angel, on your due date. Now you already know how your mama would have referred to you. This is the same way I refer to your papa and your big sister I-J. Sometimes, I…
#TRIGGERWARNING: Pre-term Labor and sensitive details. Cont…. I broke down at church Sunday morning during prayer time. I was sad for a moment but I prayed that God would surround me with his Love, at that moment , I felt an overwhelming presence of…
Holiday in 3….2…..1 Not! I decided to take my mind back to those terror filled days. Friday 27th July was my last day at work. I finalized my tasks and managed to hand over my work to my colleagues until when I would resume.…
I am getting ready to go to work and I realize that today would have been the beginning of my maternity leave. In the Netherlands, you can to start your leave at 36 weeks~this gives you time to ‘nest ‘ and get ready for…